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still at bora, been here.. uhh.. six days now! met new friends! kewl man! and have been around the island..
oh yeah, met brendz and kevin on the second day, t'was fun hanging out w/ them, right now it's just me, ronz and gerlie! :D
well, we have over a week of bora left.. so might as well make the most outta it! :D
i've also tried my hand at playing disc teh day before yesterda w/ some new found friends! hahaha!
oh yeah.. teh first person to greet me a happy birthday was kareen! lol! well, she was 30 minutes early coz it wasn't the 25th yet!
but i had a fun birthday tho! :)
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it's sooooo cold in the library! good things i keep bringing a jacket and a beannie! oh yeah.. vic said i looked like luz clarita! lol! man, that guy needs glasses! lol! just coz my hairs in pigtails!
oh well.. last day of work tomorrow, and i'll be on official vacation! whoop-dee-doo!
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had one busy-tiring weekend!
met up w/ ronz sat afternoon and watched g and zrs play ultimate disc over at the polo club! kewl game dude, but i'm not much into running around like i used to.
after that we went to the ya acoustic night, which was also a PS eb! finally met other PS', then headed off to riverbanks to gate crash into a company's christmas partay where mojo had a set-up! lol! it was fun watching the department performances! lol! i loved the matrix moves! (kewlness!) and they gave really, really nice prizes!
attended fresha's baptismal where i saw my other eco friends and billy, and met other people. bummer also taught ronz a lil' guitar.
we also tried the bungee fever at riverbanks, which was kewl, although i'm having body aches now! but i'll definitely do it again, and see if i can do more tricks! lol! a family had a laugh tho watching ronz boucing up and down! we felt like jolie in TR! lol! awesome!
well, i'm still stuck in the lib, but i did come prepared today, brought a jacket and a beanie with me! hahaha! and teh m&m's blossom gave me! :)
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spent my day at the library! man, it's freezing in there! was working w/ the microfilm thing, and i 'accidently' pressed this button (it was calling out to me!) and a page got printed! was kinda shocked! coz the screen suddenly turned black and made this weird noise, but it was kewl! lol! i was just curious, thought it was an off button! at least i learn't something new about it! oh yeah, and the janitor there kept walking back and forth! lol!my weekend's a lil bit on the jam packed side.. hope i'll be able to fit in some sleep!
well, i'm just waiting for some officemates so we can all go down together to check out how the binggo's doing downstairs!
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good morning to meee!! good morning to youuuuu!!
got home around 1 last night.. was surpised someone was sleeping in my room! lol! asked dad who it was and he said it was uncle Joey! hehehe. i don't sleep in my room much, coz it's kinda more of a stock room these days so i didn't mind him there.
oh yeah, mojo stretched my patience last night! mi-an! talk about having to wait! i shoud've just gone in the studio, i didn't dare tho' coz i didn't know if it was a formal function or not! ended up to be an oldies night, care of mother ricky reyes! hahaha! what a kind hearted dude! the dancing lola's made my night tho'! helped them pack up their stuff after, and got to play around with the trolley. oh yeah.. incase you read this jo.. get a hair cut, you're loking more like an arab than you usually do!
we didn't get to wall climb tho' coz when we got out of the studio, they were already getting ready to close. forgot to mention, met a not-so-old friend while waiting at the bunjee fever! hahaha! small world!
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it's been a busy day!
i'll be dropping by riverbanks later to see what mojo's up to, and maybe, if he's not too busy, go wall climbing... hmm.. i'm not really up to it tho'! ronz should be ariving in a few hours... *prays* Lord, take care of ronz...
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this is what happens after TB sessions! hahaha!
the nutty side gets the better of you!
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is it just me or are the days colder than usual?!! weird! but hey, christmas is just around the bend! whoopeee!!!
been a busy week for me, i'll blog about it some other time. right now i wanna blog about a dream i had, i just can't get it off my mind..
well, this is what i can remember..
i was over at a woody area, w/ a river nearby talking w/ a friend, then he asks if he could borrow my bible, and since i left it at home, i left him to go get it. when i got back, i found him dead! aww... some dudes had 'shot' him and i knew who the guys were, and i also thought that the incident could have been avoided if i hadn't left his side...
i woke up thankful it was a dream, and also thinking about the person! hope he's doing alright...
i forgot to mention, i'm back to wearing uni's again! it's been a while since people have seen me in a uniform, guess they're not so used to me lookiong like this! hahaha! oh yeah, i hate the shoes tho'! my poor feet!!! i have like 2 blisters now! wish i could wear socks and trainers w/ my uniform! :(
i wanna blog about the teambuilding eco ad had last week, but i don't have much time today, so i guess i'll do that some other time! it rocked tho'
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man, do i feel fried!
have so much to take care, dunno where to start! lol!
anyway, spent my day doing the usual, now, i'm thinking if i should head home first or go straight to the meeting.. i'm leaning more on the "go home first" coz people are usually late for the meeting!...
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oh dear.. i'm feeling sleepy!
oh yeah, i met baby girl for the first time last night! she was so small, and looked a lot like kuya! hahaha! it's been a while since i last held a really fragile looking baby! she must be around two weeks old now. i can't remember her real name, something yesha?!!! weird! when i get a child, it'll definitely have my fav "J" names! hahaha!
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my friday night out was alright, been a while since i last played billards! i sucked! hehehe! but hey, i did win a few games (fluke)! hung out w/ a few oficemates after... was kinda irritated w/ someone... didn't bother communicating after! thank God for silent mode! haha!
my sat was even better, woke up early and waited for my ride at sta. lu. went to laguna via the zig-zag way.. can't really remember much of the ride coz i was doing what i do best.. sleep! the place - porta verde rocked! the lake, the eternity pool, the houses, man.. can't wait to go there this wed! hahaha! even got to kayak w/ raf, haze and yo! (ed slept the whole time!) and i don't believe that J is in the acting business!! hahaha! really now! oh well! anyway... can't blog much, i have a ton of workload to get done so i can go on leave!
oh yeah.. taught a lil last sunday.. the action song was funny! all i remember now is "kamusta ka" "konichiwa" and "ming laba"!
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i dunno what i wanna have for lunch! should i eat in or go out?!!
anyway.. i don't have much to blog about,
oh yeah.. i was wondering around the libraries earlier, on my way to the reference, i bumped into this prof, he was the same guy who was riding the same FX to cubao as i was a few weeks back... well, i remember him coz he's the only person i've ever seen wear a toupee, and i was staring at him most of the trip trying to figure out if it was real or not! lol! i figured it was real coz he took great care fixing his hair when we got to cubao.
had another meeting last night, the crew over at kenny's katips were overly pleasant, and there was like a 1:1 ratio of customers to crew at the counter!hahaha!
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thought i'd blog before i got down to some serious (as if) work!
dropped by UP for some isaw last night, on my way home, i couldn't help but listen to a conversation in the katipunan-sta. lu FX ride (it's not like i wanted to listen.. i had no choice, they were having a LOUD conversation!) anyway.. they were talking about their french classes and then they went on to recite the french alphabet! hehehe! then the guy started singing the "are you sleeping song".. he couldn't remember what 'the' was in french, (was gonna butt in and say 'les', but thought it wasn't any of my business! hehehe!) so he substituted it with 'du' lol! i found it funneeeee! so i was laughing inside. (it's not like i could laugh out loud, w/ them in front of me!) anyway, enough of my eavesdropping during commutes...
better get some work done!...
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good morning me! hehe...
i feel really tired this morning. i didn't want to get out of bed, but i HAD to! got home before 12 last night from a meeting. i was gonna sleep in the taxi, but the radio station he was listening to was pretty perky. anyway, before the songs, there was this 17 year old caller with a love problem.. his problem was how to get the girl he 'loves' fall in love with him! lol! she would have been his 3rd or 4th 'girl he loves' i think... that's if things work out...
chitchatted w/ raf about ghostfighter dude! i think he was surprised we were close, well, not that close! lol! but close enough to consider as a friend to hang out with once in a while!
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rafiki took this early nov during the outing w/ some friends where i saw that funny looking fish! oh yeah.. the fish was a box fish! ... real cutie!
hey.. this was the time i was ticked off! hahaha! i don't think it shows that much!
anyway.. past is past...
lemme blog about my weekend..
saturday was pretty tiring, went to meet a client w/ ed, after that, rushed to a christening of my officemates baby (Queenie M), then went home to change to 'normal' clothes, took a quick shower, headed for UP to help belay, then had a meeting after over at mang J's! saw Em's! hehehe! was supposed to have gone to the band breakout to watch highbeam (mini-fan-mini-fan!) but i had to take care of business!
sunday was kewl! i taught the kiddies and they were pretty loud, which is good, coz i'd rather they were loud than not say anything at all. watched dark blue w/ kuya A, hey, that ben guy from felicity is in it! it's an ok film, but not one i'd want to watch over-and over tho'! also saw the peterpan trailer! "British gentlemen don't beg!" lol!
oh yeah...
i'm a walking tablecloth today! hahaha! was running late this morning, and didn't know what to wear, i was looking for my floral dress but couldn't find it and since i saw my checkered dress just lying around, thought it would do! (it was yelling "pick me! pick me!")
Note to self: next time... don't listen to clothes!
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oh dear, i've caught a cold! :(
i prolly won't stay that long at the P&W later. i'll wait till raf drops by so we can discuss the plans for tom. hope all goes well!
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TGIF! TGIF!
Praise God it's friday! lol!
woke up a bit late this morning, didn't know what to wear and wasn't in the mood to "fix up" so i just put on a shirt, wore my jeans, clipped my hair back and stuffed a couple of kikay stuff into my bag (just in case i feel like fixing up!). was about to leave with my mojos, but i thought... "hey, look a little proper, you aregoing to work you know!" so i looked around for my sneakers and a pair of socks!
saw bluewhale over at cubao, i was already inside an FX so i just caught his attention and waved! lol! (Jonas, scrub suit ko? ha?!! lol!)
so far my week has been so-so, my mother at work was pissed off w/ me yesterday! lol! heard she attended a retreat today, hopefully we'll be friends by monday! *Prays* at least i found out that my tear ducts are more controlable now!
was supposed to have isaw last night, but the rain caught me off guard so since i was all wet, thought of just going home! (bawi nalang ako sa sat, pagkatapos ng rapelling!) i ended up wondering around the farmers mall in cubao! hahaha! i was just drawn to it... so i bought a couple of stuff and a 'kini! checked out the watches too, but was kinda disappointed that they didn't have a girls version of the one i found cute! hmm.. i guess it's good that they didn't have one, at least my being an impulsive buyer was controlled!
if things go according to plan, eco-ad'll be having a client (thanx to Daddy O) next sat, right now it's still under neg, or is it?!! anyway, might as well prepare for it just in case! ...
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just another monday!
oh yeah, the full moon early this morning was nice, made me want to go to UP for isaw! lol! i also found out that there was an eclipse during the weekend, too bad i didn't get to see it, saw it on a libre newspaper tho' when i took my LRT ride this morning!
the samsung axn challenge last sat was fun. i helped marshall with some friends and i got to help out in the golf station at westin together w/ jenny, kitkat, ronnie and euge. spent most of the morning sleeping in the hammock waiting to get started! the party after was also ok, got a free henna from the merrell booth, and listen to bands like cheese and kamikaze, the food sucked tho' not really a pea person, good thing we had a jollibee snack on our way to eastwood! oh yeah, the probe guy had me cracking up in the van when he radioed our location to the others, he goes "we're here in front of Ped Xing" (well something like that) wahaha!
slept at kitkats place after coz there was a meeting, i think i was asleep half the time tho'
oh yeah, Pastor Bill's around!
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it's a rainy tuesday... yay, i brought my umbrella!
be going to the axn marshall's meeting later tonight... ronnie'll be dropping by after work so at least i won't get lost going there by myself! hehehe!
oh yeah, have i mentioned i've been really emotional these past few days?!! man, what is wrong w/ me.. i kinda make a big deal out of small things! but the funny part is, even tho' i wanna cry it all out.. i still try not to! hahaha! i keep thinking it's not worth the crocodile tears!
well that's all i want to blog down!
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my long weekend was draining! i don't wanna blog about it...
well, i'll blog a bit...a fish kinda facinated me while i was snorkeling yesterday, i followed it for about 10 minutes, it kinda reminded me of dory and how she thought marlin was following her! lol! the fishie even hid under a large coral waiting for me to leave! hehehe! i'm still trying to find out what kind of fish it is!
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this work week hasn't exactly been kind to me .. health wise...
and the atmosphere at home... not much help either, i thank God it's my last work day for the week! "Thank you LORD!"
skipped work last tuesday (i WAS sick) and spent the afternoon over at the hall, my friends were around and i tried the rapelling, the second time i went down together w/ jo, i burn't some skin! dang! exposed skin+rope friction=PAIN!
was supposed to help host the macho thingy w/ mojo but i didn't bring spare clothes and i had a major headache! oh well.. i don't think i'd be comfortable hosting a body building comp.. all those bodies of the buff and the beautiful.... in nut huggers... eeeeewww! i knew my headache had a cause! hehehe!
looking forward to my weekend. that should be something to laugh about! actually, i really just wan't to sleep my weekend away!
oh yeah, i'm also pissed off w/ some people, and i'm sure someone's ticked off w/ me too! i'll apologize when we meet! sometimes sarcasm gets the better of me!
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this virus of mine is getting pretty hard to live with!
spent my sat afternoon down at the hall again. was supposed to help out w/ the materials for tomorrow but ended up at the food stall coz the people involved (forgot what they're called sk's or what-have-you's!) hadn't bothered to buy the stuff earlier!
oh yeah.. was kinda suprised to find out that a couple of friends knew i was planning to go on leave.. i owe that to my mother! man, these peeps find out things about me even before i open my mouth! hehehe! talk about FAST!
heard that the rahab peeps will be performing at foursquare... i wanna watch! hehehe!
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i need a biogesic! this cold has given me a slight fever! :(
just finished making an IT for the nov outing...
oh dear hope we get the equipments needed! *prays*
i'm looking forward to next week!
although i'm stalling my academics.. ..........dang.. it's depressing me! i'm still trying keeping my hopes up to finish on time! hehehe! what faith! lol!
spent last night at the hall, mojo and co set up a food stand, lol! i had fun trying to serve customers and uhh.. trying to cook! and i must say... mojo's corndog was pretty yummy, i just wasn't in the mood to eat, and i didn't really like the powdered cheese! the corndog could improve in appearance tho'!
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what a beautiful day!
i was super duper blessed w/ the service at faith yesterday, as well as the bagong simula anniv. it's just so "wow" the way God moves thru his people. truly awesome!
regarding wave's rabbit.. i named it "kokak" when wave found out it was named kokak, she kinda got into one of her fits! hehehe! i asked her what the name was and she said "rabbit" i told her, it is a rabbit, but the rabbits name is "kokak" it took her a while before she started calling rabbit "kokak" hehehe! anyway, enough of kokak!
spent my sat afternoon over at jo's area, man, it felt like i was back in college, hehehe, can't believe i've known him since '97. met some new faces at the hall too, and i found out that 'some' people are scared of him... uhh.. whats up w/ that? i just find it really weird, or i haven't seen the scary jo side of him yet! lol!
also met up w/ some friends over at coffee blends to talk about a beach trip this coming nov!
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i miss the beach! *sob*
i have so much on my mind right now, but i don't think its stuff worth sharing, or letting people in on.
so i'll just blog some boring stuff, like ...
wave got a bunny as one of her b-day presents yesterday, the box said "happy birthday wave... Rabbit" hehehe! i found that funny! it reminded me of the bunnies a friend gave me on my birthday, they were one of my best-est prezzies ever.. too bad they got bitten by the dog after a few days! they didn't have much of a life did they! lol! but i couldn't help wondering how shiops knew about it coz he brought it up during one of our recent catch-up talks! some people neva forget!
oh yeah, better teach wave to say "four" coz i asked her how old she was last night, and she goes "3 years old!" i actually believed her, and just found out that she wasn't 3 the following day! hehehe!
oh well, now i want isaw! :(
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i think i'm coming down w/ something, haven't felt this bad for quite some time now.
mom suggested i just stay at home this weekend and get a massage, but i can't, although i would definitely have loved it, i promised to meet up w/ mojo to discuss some plans. and there'll be an ecoad meeting after! and prolly a lil bonding w/ my cell family to discuss the outing IT.
right now my craving for choc nuts and flat tops are being satisfied!
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i hate this time of the month, i'm crabby, emotional... and i get tired easily! dang! on the other hand, i'm still thankful, .. thankful that the globe R&R got moved to nov, and that i don't have to go to batangas till next week! PG!
oh yeah, i'm supposed to be seatbelting me to the house! what happened?!! i'll be busy helping mojo out this weekend, so looks like i won't have time to even look at a book related to my thesis!! *cries* i need to boost my interest in something or i'm doomed! hehehe!
oh yeah, this reminds me of DB...
Dream of me - K.D.
Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes
And sleep
A chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away (echo 3x)
I’ll dream away
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
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my life is going at a pace wherein my "self" is beginning to lag...
i guess i should just press the "pause or slow mo" button so i can catch up w/ it!
alrighty...
step one...
scrap all activities till the end of the month... flippin 'eck.. your running outta thesis time girl!
step two...
handcuff self to house...
step three...
pray...
oh yeah... i couldn't find any of my normal socks this morning, so i ended up wearing my pink minnie mouse ones w/ the ribbons on 'em, hehehe, at least it goes w/ my pink top. i don't think i'm "professionally" dressed today! lol! i even told off two rowdy students while i was walking along the corridor! gave them my serious don't-piss-me-off look, with matching raised eyebrow and frown! hehehe.
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been a while since i blogged...
i dropped by s-con last night and saw mel, and since shopao was there too, saw him aswell, .. and greeted castilla dude with a really dorky "hell-O!". we all ended up going to the b. hall to see mojo (wow, my whining worked!!).
it's been months since i last saw shiops and mojo.. so it was great laughing at their antics! they haven't changed. they also mentioned that randy marlou was in parish rehab.. or whatever it's called. lol!
right now my heads a bit on the messed up side, everythings all scrambled!
be meeting up w/ my cg tonight to watch the wedding of r&l, i'll be going home first tho to grab some overnight stuff.. maybe they could just pick me up at Sta. lu instead of faith.. better get in touch w/ them..
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hung out w/ some odc friends last night, it was nice seeing 'em again!
and "oh my gooseneck?!!" hehehe, that line cracked me up big time!
i finally get to go to work in casual clothes! thank God! that's till i get my new uniform...
oh yeah, got hold of a cosmo mag, was curious w/ what my friend looked like! wahahaha, is it just me or nah.. never mind.. not worth bloggin' down! lets just say i got a laugh outta the pic!
i need sleep... two hours to go and i can get an hour's worth of sleep!
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*blog flash - blog flash - blog flash*
found out last night that my friends are engaged! hehehe! *kilig mode* too bad the land line was down, it would have been nice to have chit chatted about it!
visited my adviser yesterday, man, can they read minds or can they read minds! i just entered the room and the dean and my adviser goes "lemme guess, you're gonna change your proposal again?" hehehe! am i that predictable!!! anyway, i just laughed and said yes! my adviser didn't quite approve of what i had in mind, so she suggested something in line w/ waste mgt! i'm not so thrilled about it, but i guess it's still a lil connected w/ what i had in mind! i better stick to this one!
oh yeah, the moon was also real pretty last night, i texted a few friends to check it out.. i have a thing for the moon!
was watching LOTR TT this morning while me and blossom were getting ready for work, seeing gollum brought turtle dude to mind - the pic where he was coming outta the sulfer well/cave or whatever that place was called in quezon. and aragorn reminded me of.. Aragorn! lol!
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i think i'm gonna hurl any time now! i've had too much cream and sugar! *nauseated*
spent my lunch break wandering around the mall near school looking for nothing in particular, just wanted to wander around i guess, and think some things over... see other faces besides tele tubby...
chit-chatted with army dude, asked about my personal life.. erm.. i happen to have one? lol! i guess i see things in a different light than he does, or else i'm just plain weird.
haven't heard from my college friends, yuk's supposed to be arranging things, wonder how she's getting along w/ my uncooperative friends! hehehe
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gurl,
learn to say NO, N-O! flippin 'eck! your gonna get into deep dude! now, gather your thoughts, and think of a way out! .... and practice "No thank you" in front of the mirror!
now... i was a bit pissed off last night, one of my pet peeves is having to wait past a given time! oh well... i was a bit short on patience last night, and i had a mind to text sarcastic messages, but i thought it better to just shut up, before i mess it up more! (good old proverbial words entered my mind to stop me from sending 'em!) anyway.. i'm better now... and i'm thankful i didn't send unnecessary TM's!
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good morning me! hehehe!
ricky & les' wedding was lovely, only ferly from our cg wasn't able to make it. also saw chat & gel's baby - faith angelique after the 10 service yesetrday, good thing i attended the 10 coz i was planning on going to the 5, otherwise i would have missed seeing 'em.
be meeting up w/ friends later.. perfect opportunity to grab some isaw later! yahoo!
oh yeah, i also get to be tech gurl for next week's church anniv, which means i get to play around w/ the smoke machine and was that flashing thing called a strobe light? and the bobo something! what-ever!
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we won the game by default... the cal peeps couldn't make it!
thank God it's a friday! but i feel i have things to accomplish this weekend, guess i won't be up to much lazing about then!
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be off to gym 5 in a few for a game against the cal peeps!
oh yeah, it's teachers day today.. and why are students wearing red paint on their faces? oh well..
don't have much to blog right now, just listening to united live and dc talk while i wait to hit the gym...
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my life's kinda on a rollercoaster right now. just when i thought things were going great, *poof* taning gets to work, but all things work together for good, so.. Praise God pa rin! yahoo! it's prolly a wake up call for me, i was analyzing it last night, and all i could do was cry out to God, He led me to Hebrews 11 which was about faith... so yun, FAITH!and i know.. trials build character, etc, etc, that's why i'm rejoicing about it, even though it hurts and all, but hey, that's part of following Jesus. oh well... enough of that, lemme blog about what i did today.
anyway.. i spent the day at ue caloocan, we won our 3rd game, and i just hung out a bit w/ my kuya's and friends there. also had a henna tattoo of a butterfly done at my nape, man, it took the guy over an hour to do, but it's kewl, was my own design, actually, got it off the net c/o my kuya's at the MISD. (thank you F.A. people and kuya's!!).
got this in the mail thought i'd post it here:
1. NAME: buttercup
2. BIRTHDAY: christmas day
3. LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: the radio
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE
NUMBER? 6475
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? pita kebab
6. IF YOU WERE A COLOR IN A SPECTRUM, WHAT COLOR
WOULD YOU BE? yellow/ blue
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? cloudy last time i checked
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? emman, asking where i was
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE
SEX? smile
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? well, yeah, she's nice
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? right now, .. uhh.... joyful.
12. FAVORITE DRINK? shakes
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? vodka ice
14. FAVORITE SPORTS? uhh.. track n field, hockey before, loved rounders. is climbing mountains part of this question?!!!
15. HAIR COLOR? dark brown
16. EYE COLOR? black
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? nope
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? 3, w/ 3 year gaps.
19. FAVORITE MONTH? december
20. FAVORITE FOOD? pasta, potatoes, gravy
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Finding nemo?!!
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? christmas
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? uhh.. if its a friend.. No.
24. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS BETTER? scary
25. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer
26. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs
27. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships ! what would i want ONS' for?
28. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? yup!
29. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOUR LIFE? that i'm loved by God just the way i am.
30. FRIENDS? have a few close friends who i open up to, and the others are friend-friends!
31. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no-one coz it's posted in my blog.
32. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? ... same as 31
33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? don't really care, as long as there's water
34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? the bible, a mini book by a guy author.. forgot the title.. and lonely planet phil!
35. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? my mouse?!!
36. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? not into board games much
37. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? cry... pray... read.... cry.... pray... put ointment on my muscles... sleep.
38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING? thank you for the good night's rest Lord, hmm.. wonder if the kettle's on the stove!!
39. FAVORITE VACATION PLACES? beaches
40. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE IF YOU
COULD? uhh... i'd prolly change my being messy.. but then again, if i did, i wouldn't be me-me anymore!
wow, that was long!
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hmm.. what can i blog about today... wasn't up to much, basically just sat in front of my pc the whole day. oh yeah, chit-chatted w/ s8r boi! took me a while to figure out who it was since the name didn't ring a bell!
i passed by brey's street on the way home the other day, brought back memories when i played street basketball w/ r.m, mojo and brey. i miss picking on brey! he'd look real cute being picked on, kinda child like.
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a student came in the office to deliver copies of the UE today.. she told me i was anemic w/ a serious look on her face! "uhh.... did i ask for your opinion?" "are we close or something?"
anyway.. 30 minutes to go and i can head home, hope it's not traffic coz my eye lids are getting reeeeal heavy! i need sleep!
oh yeah, i met up w/ seeds people last sunday evening, thanksgiving dinner at Dr. Lloyds place! he's an o.b. now! then me and dhe headed off to heiress' place coz it was her b-day! (belated G!). i was truuuly blessed that day!
i wonder what i ate... i'm begining to itch...
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it's foundation week at work, so everythings on "laid back mode". the v-ball team i'm in (mgt) won our first game yesterday, but we lost the second one! the uniform's alright, although my shorts are a tad bit on the short side (looks like it could fit an elementary kid), i remedied the problem by making 'em into hipsters! lol! thank God my shirt's long!
looks like it'll be one busy, tiring week! i was real pooped last night so i skipped the ecoad meeting.
wow, R&L's wedding is this sat already, i have to sqeeze in time to look for a "formal" attire... maybe sat morning will do, coz i'l be meeting trini in the afternoon.
i want the day to end so i can go home and hit the sack.. and do a bit of reading too!
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oh my goodness! the HS principal here thought i had gotten married and had a baby recently! lol! err.. where'd she get that idea from? i think she's got people mixed up!
been having a great day so far! i'm all smiles! and this song by hillsongs has been uplifting my spirit too!
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
oh well, it's another friday, i think i have practice later but i don't think i'll finish it coz i have to prepare for tomorrow's eop and get some rest! hope the weather will be nice and ... " Uh, Lord, Tulong po! wisdom and protection please" tenchu!
hmm.. wonder where my lunch is? it a bit on the late side!.. think it's gone a-wonder-ing!
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my right hand's more bruised than my left! thank God i don't have practice today, had fun at the v-ball practice tho' sans the pain. tried climbing the rope in the gym too and played around with a hula hoop!
also ate at mr. kebab w/ friend F, man haven't been there in a while, was supposed to go to UP for isaw but i don't think i'd've made it on time! F told me he didn't understand me, how, at my age, if i thought of doing something, i'd go and do it! hmm.. i don't see how uncomprehendable that is! said it was prolly coz i had a vacuum inside me that needed filling.. hoe-kay! i'll stack those in my "things to figure out" part of my brain... but in my opinion, i don't think so mister! i'm quite content w/ how things are thank you very much! i was just in one of my craving moods!
i don't think he's seen the mini-serious part of me yet, coz i was babbling on about wanting to be a GC and he laughs and comments "what advise are you gonna give the kids.. eat isaw?" like du-uh! i've more depth than isaw you know! *bop-bop-bop* but he wouldn't know that! oh well!
be watching the game later today, just hope i can make it on time! Go warriors! hehehe!
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had a fun weekend! saw-a-ba-ra-cuuuu-daaa! did a mini hike and fed the fishies in the sea! tried to fish too, but i didn't catch a thing! next time i go back, i'ma looking for crush and squirt!
finally put a face to the M dude, hmm.. the dude's alright, looks his age but he could use a lil' sunshine. definitely not haze's type! no mark for him! hehehe.
was able to get back to manila in time for me to take a quick shower fix up and head off for the 5 service. was glad i attended it coz the HS ministered to moi through it, reminded me about grace. (had a heavy heart)
been ms messenger most of the time today, had to deliver the invites to the diff offices for the mass next week. oh yeah, got fitted for my volleyball uniform, hope the shorts fit, coz i wasn't fitted for that one! since eyron was around during lunch break, we chit-chatted about each others lives for a few while we waited for a friend of his! looks like he's having fun w/ his band!
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whoa, i have gotta practice being a good steward!
car's down, good thing gen's car is available tomorrow. Now i just hope my bag'll dry up so i can use it, and i hope i can assemble it again! lol!
now, should i get that costume or not? is it a need or a want? (it's a want) lol!
let's see if i can fit it in my budget!
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i was asked earlier how i could bear this persons attitude for so long.. i said, it just takes some getting used to. it's a constant struggle at times tho, so far the patient-understanding side of me keeps winning, so i thank God for stretching my patience! oh yeah.. and it counts when you love the person w/ faults and all!
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oh my goodness! just heard from N.. what was i thinking! i better learn volleyball FAST, unless i wanna make a fool of myself!
"uh, malaika, learn to say NO sometimes"
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heard a bit-bit about matt 25 - the wise and foolish brides, our boss made us listen to the tape, but it was kewl, felt like i was at a service! hehehe! and i learn't that you can't share everything you've got! not only that.. but bring extra FUEL!
i need to get my room fixed before friday coz i'll be having some friends sleep over, that way we won't be late for the batangas trip the next day! .. and i need to gather my camping stuff, i can't find my packs frames.. i think i left it in blossoms' room last. i really need to be more tidy when it comes to my stuff!
been having a hard time thinking up of something i'm interested in, i've a couple of weeks left before i head back to my adviser and give her my usual "can i change my proposal please" chit-chat! dang, i really gotta do something about it if i wanna get into my dad's good book! that's suck up points which equal the 2 weeks of beaching i'm looking forward to for the holidays! *motivation-motivation-motivation* *think-think-think*
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i am one sleepy girl! *yawn*
i've been trying to keep myself awake for the past hour, but it hasn't been working, so i thought of blogging, this should help keep me awake!
i know planning for polilio this jan would keep me awake, but it's still so far away, and i don't wanna over-excite myself in case it doesn't work out! learn't that ronz won't be able to join me when i go there coz she'll prolly be on her way back to zed by that time.
blogging is not working! i better go to the bog instead, maybe that'll work!
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was a bit disappointed about last nights' concert, man, there were people all over the place, i did see a few familar faces, but i didn't push through with watching anymore, i went to the ecoad meeting instead and had a laugh! at least i got something done, and i'd rather go to the JRN over at rizal than a crowded araneta anytime.
anything goes i guess for this weekend, can't wait to go to the beach, hope the full moon'll still be around and the weather will be good! *prays*
i find it weird that my EQ and IQ tests are the same... or is 127 the number they allotted for my name in the emode tests i took? lol! oh well.
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now this is isabel and colin! i heard isabel's in the pink ladies soccer team, and lil colin's teeth are just about ready to show!
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the makiling trip was fun! last time i facilitated H.S. kids was way back march i think... oh yeah, and the kids remembered me from last year! lol! that was funny, coz i rememberd i just friggin sat in a cathedral watching over a child most of the time! but hey, was kinda touched they remembered me. i have to fix up my lecture, it seems like my mind keeps fleeting! but hey, i'm sure they learn't something new, i did.. i found out that carp was fruit not seed! lol! well, that's what the forestry dude mike said.. (and i told the kids it mean't "seed"! lol! i did take it back!) and i think they also learn't why we should be quiet specially w/ the eagles around (i would've if i was told the same reason at least 10 times!)
hiking to the flat rocks was hilarious and i did have a hard time getting them out of the water even their adviser didn't want to leave the place!
was good to see old LK faces too, and was hmmmm... never mind.. not worth blogging! lol!
sunday was kewl too, teaching was a laugh and i attended cg! lol! looking forward to the wedding, and the honeymoon! hahaha!
but most of all i'm excited about christmas, i know it's a long way off.. but.. i'm excited already! hehehe!
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it's another weekend to look forward to! yay! wonder what it has in store for me!
i guess i'm in for a muddy day tomorrow! can't wait! i'm nervous-excited all over, better fix up my stuff and get to bed early.
oh yeah, i was looking forward to the meeting this coming monday when i realized i had a ticket for the P&W concert on that day, someone gave it to me.. dunno her name, but i did thank her! ferly ran out of tickets when i asked about it, and last sunday, she just handed me one and said it's from this woman! wow! bless her heart God!
i was kinda just reading around when i came across the "appearance" question, and my ministry and P came to mind. i agree w/ the dude who answered the Q, it's not really the appearance that counts but the heart or it's not the container but what's in it! i think i should memorize the "everything is clean to the clean minded" hmm... that verse would come in real handy! now, if i could just remember what part of the book its in...
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went house-hunting last night, found a place in tandang sora, but still need the approval of the rest. oh yeah, had some of mang larry's Isaw, man, it tasted sooo good.. or i just missed eating there! i spent the past months eating isaw at ilang so it tasted really-really good last night.
i wish the days would go by really fast... i'm excited for the rainy season to end... but i must not forget that each day has it's own surprises "keep focused on the present you silly girl"
oh well.. i love bed weather anyway...
"rain drops keep falling on my head" hmmmm... wonder if cacofonix is in the area...
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it's buwan ng wika month! kewl! hmm.. makes me appreciate learning tagalog! hehehe! wow, i've been speaking the language for like uhh... well since 2nd year college! and if i was to compare me speaking then and me speaking now... umm.. i know more words, i don't have the weird accent, and i can think in tagalog (sometimes- still working on it)! not bad *chuffed* hehehe!
oh yeah, gotta review my science.. and i forgot the names of the phil eagle brids... wonder who named those birds... i'd've named them visayas and mindanao... or wherever they're located, that way it'd be easier to remember!
yahoo! and classes are OUT!
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made it to ronnel's and back without being missed! lol! although my lunch with him was real hurried, but i did get major laughs from his experiences! lol! gay magnet indeed! hehehe!
...and i learn't that someone got married and didn't even let me in on the secret! :( oh well.. speaking about marriages... pakner showed me a copy of the brides maid dress i was supposed to wear for her wedding, it was alright.. i had no problems w/ it, but since some unexpected stuff came up, it might take longer than expected! man, everyone's getting married! lol! les and ricky's will be in a couple of weeks .. i looked around for an okay dress, saw one, but didn't get it just yet.. it's still a few weeks away, besides, there's no hurry! i'll be going together w/ trini, it seems like we're the only ones not "involved" involved in the preparations. hehehe!
been catching up on some reading too... finally got through the counseling book, and a book by max lucado is what put me to sleep last night... what stuck to me was the part wherein God is forgetful.. man, God has selective amnesia! kewl! i never saw it that way before! he totally forgets sins you ask forgiveness for, i guess that's why it's "as far as the east is from the west" and not "south from the north!"
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it doesn't feel like a friday, prolly becuase this is my first day to sit in front of my PC this week! i can't believe i was about to mention going to work tomorrow to my boss, where have my senses gone!
hmm.. UE-FEU game.. me watching.. uhh.. what are the odds of the warriors winning tomorrow? uhh... i better not wear red! lol!
i'll be leaving in a few minutes so i can go over to ronnels place and give him some stuff since he'll be leaving tonight, hope i can make it back to work on time! :)
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wow, just got through an "affair" learn't quite a lot actually... i'm sure i'm in for a change, but hey, at least it's for the "better" lol! had a so-so week. i got so much on my mind right now i think they're all tangled up. oh yeah, my thursday thing won't be pulling through, oh well.. and oh yeah.. what is it w/ accidents, i saw another car clash this morning, and i saw two last night, one of them was w/ me in it! lol! i would have blamed the jeepney, but the fx driver had his faults too! at least it killed some time since ed would be late, that way i didn't have to wait up so long by myself! so there.. something good came outta the accident!
hmm... oh yeah, many thanx to baby Jamias, brille quison, the task force, and whoever else was involved.. like du-ude, you guys were all great!
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"Breathe girl... Breathe!"
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i dunno why, but the man who i shared a table with at the coffee shop last friday has been running around in my head most of today, well not actually running, brisk walking! hehehe! he looks familar, i hope i don't bump into him ever! ok.. now i've blogged it down, uhh.. "man from the coffeeshop, you can go brisk walk someplace else!"
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i am definitely running outta time... i'll start on my papers by the end of the month, right now, i'll just charge up on rests and think of how i'll be able to squeeze everything in 3-4 months! i hope we get the sub-con, but it would definitely get in the way of everything... hmm.. i'll just have to wait and see, i'm sure whatever happens would be a laugh!
dad was kinda pissed off last night, said i kept leaving the house, oh well.. i have feet! i did promise to be home by 12 tho!i've accepted the fact that parents are worry warts, that was prolly the reason i left them for a few last year, anyway, had stuff to take care of.
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i'm having such a laid back day...
tele T's been rambling about the rambutan i bought, well, how was i supposed to know he wanted to order too?!! there's always tomorrow! i mean, there's enough for everyone!
there's another meeting this evening, i'm still thinking if i should head home first or go straight to NIP!
i'm looking forward to the long weekend actually.. even tho' i don't know what's in store, man, why the hell am i thinking of the weekend, it's a friggin monday!
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had an alright weekend, attended the congo eb, was super thankful that larry picked me up at shang, i was beginning to feel a wee bit peculiar for my own good coz i was staring at a letter for over 30 minutes.. hehehe! oh yeah.. and i saw the guy who used to irritate me whenever i saw him during college (he just had to be right outside the window from where i was sitting) at least i'm not that irritated anymore.. and i still have'nt fig'red out why on earth he gets on my nerves ...
being away from ministry for a while sure charged me, didn't feel burn't out at all. had fun teaching the kids, too bad i didn't prepare for it, guess it was a blessing that i would be teaching about faith and courage.. at least i was familar w/ esther, xerxes and them lot! even worship was something i missed, although i wasn't able to listen to the sermon, hehehe, was kinda on distracted mode. oh yeah, made a boo-boo, sent a wrong text message to someone, i mean, i make that mistake once in a while, but this was diff'rent coz the person i accident'ly sent the message to approched me and let me read what i texted *cringe* how embarassing! lol! actually, it took me a few seconds to realize that it was what i sent, that was the funny part!
i'm having really bad skin these days, must be the weather, but i still blame the "too much sun" oh well, hope all's well by sept, coz ricky and les' wedding got moved to sept 27.. and i pray it doesn't rain on that day coz it'll be one of them garden weddings! and jonas, dhe and i dunno who else'll be singing! huwaw! oh yeah, i finally heard rey sing! kewl! too bad a had to leave early, needed to strain my vocal cords cheering for the warriors as they lost to the eagles!
and i just found out that i'll be forced to go to bicol for the all saint's day weekend! hmm... have'nt been to a graveyard in years! at least i have pili to look forward to, and those, rice cookies!
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watched the LFS of BBII last night w/ jb. the movie rocked! i wanna watch it again! hehehe!
oh yeah, be watching a ballet concert this afternoon, that should be a sight, seeing ballerinas floating about in their tutu's kinda make's things all sun-shiney!!
Another eagles vs. warriors game coming up this sunday... man, if we lose, then we lose! no big deal, at least i get to watch and scream w/ a bunch of friends! :D but since they're playing at around 2pm... looks like i'll be missing out on CG.
been listening to shabba ranks, reminded me of high school! hehehe, images of marianna, felicia and huma suddenly pops up in my head.
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God,
why’d you create women to be so moody? Eek the cat! I’m having one of those down days again! Right now everything’s blurry and I don’t think I can do anything about it!
sheesh… I can’t believe I just got an instant reply! Turned round and read “prayer works best when nothing else works at all” on my vessels calendar. Hoe-kay.. so I’m a lil’ short on time w/ you, sorry po! I suck big time,
Hmm.. I guess all these burden’s are your way of getting my attention huh, man, it sure put me in a fix. ok, it worked! Fine! you got my attention (it’s like I have no other choice init?) so can I go cry my eyes out now? Oh yeah.. I forgot, I’ll do that on my knees! Btw, just reminding you (as if you need to be reminded) I’m still hanging on to your promise! :P
Love
Joy
p.s. i'm really in a mess! uh.. help?!
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having a bad hair day...
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chatted w/ ronz, man she had me laughing so hard i got all teary eyed!
i don't think saying "hi crush" kinda gets a girls attention, specially when it's a student who says it to you along the corridors!
at least i smiled (man, my friends would be proud of me! lol!)
bugger, the kid i was looking for wasn't even in the classroom!
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i'm still a bit sleepy and my head hurts...
had another meeting last night, my friends were kinda surprised to see me in a dress, hmm.. guess they're used to me wearing shorts, jeans or my uniform! lol! we had our meeting over at philcoa, man, the mc donald's upstairs is like a library, it's packed w/ students studying! lol!
looks like there'll be a fil-zam get together next weekend prolly at leslie's bar, hope it doesn't clash w/ any activities i'll be planning. i feel like going to daguldol during the long weekend so if my plans push through, i just might miss meeting old zed folks!!
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the meeting/party over the weekend was kewl, i can't believe i went all the way to pampanga to get swimming lessons! lol! to whoever invented crawl.. "thanx for making my life miserable... but i will persevere!" :P
the meeting was fruitful, although i was dozing of during the last 30 minutes... i was just too drained by then.. i mean, i'm not used to having meetings, especially at 3 in the morning! my body clocks just not used to it! at least we got a load done, and we now have a name and a logo which just needs polishing.... and i have more homework to get done!
the food and company was great, i gave the orange stuff from the crabs to i-lin and haze as well as other seafood parts i don't eat! lol! thank God she sat beside me, or they'd prolly think i waste too much! i'm also not used to swimming w/ a bloated tummy! i kinda feel like a tadpole if i do, but hey, it was just us guys and a couple of org mates of gen's so i couldn't care less.
oh yeah, i also learned how capiz ornaments are made, man, one shell is used for one part, no matter how small the part is.. no wonder those things are on the pricey side.
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i gotta get someone to cover for me on sunday! *prays* Last na 'to Lord (this month), pwamis!
was doing a bit of reading, i hate it when you read and what you read convicts you.. it hurts! lol!
but i'd rather be all beat up then have a callous heart!
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my hand is cracking! where's the lotion when i need it!
misquoting a friend: "when it rains it pours, you just forgot to take out the pail!"
evaluating my life: ok i admit, i am getting older, but hey! no big deal, it's not like everyone else is on pause or anything!
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i don't see anything wrong w/ putting tabs one page before! "duh" that's how i was taught!
well, apart from that and my sniffles, all seems to be running a-ok! just can't remember if we've submitted our july monthly attendance to the HR tho'! oopsie!
oh yeah... i wonder who's voice it was i heard on the radio this morning... he sang that "ill be" song (i'm not sure if that's the title!) anyway.. it was like wow! whatta voice, it put me to sleep, either that or i was just bummed out from last night.
i didn't get to watch BBII last night coz of the dang traffic, man, it was soooo traffic, it was as if all the vehicles decided to come out for a spin! mel had to wait for me for over an hour, and i hate being waited upon, i kinda feel like i'm wasting people's time if i do. we just had dinner instead and caught up w/ each others life... lol! actually, she know's me well enough to know when somethings up! lol! i am such a wack actress!
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s-c is the only # i call and get butterflies in the stomach! arrggh!
will be meeting up w/ mel this evening to watch Bad boys II, man, wonder if i'll get there early enough to see siopao! lol!
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was pissed off this morning w/ jollibee coz there weren't any ketchup packets for my hotdog n eggs when they delivered breakfast! so.. i took matters into my own hands and gave em a piece of my mind! but all i got was an apology! ok fine! but i find it weird that people actually eat eggs or hotdogs w/o ketchup! whatda! anyway.. good thing i had left over packets from before..
chatted w/ ryan a bit. guess he's updated w/ what ronnels been up to! lol! can't wait to hang out w/ him, hmm.. wonder when that'll be! oh dear, it just hit me, i only have a couple of years to go till... waah.. and i am doing totally nothing about achieving my dream, don't wanna let my friends down, *dream-dream-dream* i think they're preparing for it too. better get in touch w/ 'em lot! oops.. i had better do something! ... hmm. or i'll just leave it up to God, he promised! actually, i may be doing something about it already, and i'm just not aware of it! lol!
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my batangas trip'll be postponed, instead i'll be joining 'em guys over at pampanga. HBD Gen! oh well, at least it'll be easy on my pocket, since i'm a bit on the skint side! which reminds me, i gotta butter-up dad so i can use the car this weekend.
i have a couple of days left to do my homework so i will try to switch off my procrastination button.. uh.. tomorrow! right now, works a bit busy.. i hate the feeling of having so much to do with so lil' time, i'm a laid back person here!
oh yeah, heard from mojo! wonder when i'll get to see them peeps again... next year prolly?!!
i also wasn't much help to marky last sunday! i mean, of all the people to ask.. not me! hehehe! at least i made him laugh!
oh yeah, i'm beginning to miss my cg, haven't been with them in weeks, although i did pass by last sunday, as in "pass" just saw goku and Bani!
oh dear, how am i gonna teach this sunday when i'll be somewhere else?! i could always ask nina to cover for me, but that'd be pushing it! i'm thinking about giving up my ministry... but i don't want to give others a hard time. hmm... wonder if being psychologically unbalanced would be a good enough reason?
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had a weird half-awake experience earlier... ok, so it's happened before, but it's never happened as a "group" thing, hmm.. guess that's the effect of being in a school setting!
right now i feel i'm about to get messed up, shouldn't really be anticipating it, howell, erase-erase...
i don't feel too good! :( and what's annoying is i dunno why! *sob*
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my weekend reminded me that "too much sun is bad for me!"
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met up w/ g, amir (g's bf) and ronnel last night. man, it was soooo good seeing them again! another gas trip!
oh yeah, troy played a prank on me. i didn't see him in starbucks and since he lost his phone, he asked mel for my # just so he could do what he did to me! nasty trick! mean-mean-mean!.. but thoughtful in a way i guess, coz he could have totally ignored me and all, but he didn't... (why does that thought suddenly make me feel like a meanie?) oh well, past is past, and i have changed for the better (i hope) and no.. i have no regrets whatsoever, and will not give in (prides a hard thing to get rid of!) uhh.. mel, if you read this... my defense mech is out of order! so you better not be thinking what i think your thinking! :P and no, this is NOT karma!
anyway.. enough said about that.. oh yeah, heard shrutz gettin' hitched next year! kewl!
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wow, first time to taste mangosteen.. and...my tastebuds like it! :) it smells kinda like guava, but i can't think of a fruit that tastes like it. this succulent fruit is uh... sweet, with a tangy aftertaste.
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Dear God,
please give travelling mercies to ronnel on his way here.
thanks! love,
your child... butttercup! XOXO
p.s. could you do me a big-big favor, could you let the sun shine this weekend? thanx so much! and sorry for being so bratty lately!
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looks like i'm headed for a busy month! hmm.. wonder how i'ma gonna tell my parents about it! maybe over dinner! :) hope they support me on this one! hehehe! i better start psyching myself up!
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lost to the archers yesterday! hmmm.. the warriors seemed to have butter fingers! lol! it was fun cheering tho'. also dropped by NIP for a meeting, man, somethings a-brew-ing! hehehe!, i'll just lift it all up to the one who knows best. also got my assignment, i'm looking forward to it and hope things work out! too bad i can't join 'em in batangas this weekend!
also chatted w/ g last night. i have to go do some shopping for tomorrow right after work so i can fix up the meal!
what a lovely friday! and the cookies from my boss is reeeaaal good! wow, it's already 10 and i haven't even started on my 'work' work yet! hehehe!
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wow, half the day's through!! thought i'd blog while i wait for Eyron to arrive, man, he's taking his time, thought i'd have lunch w/ him and catch up on his life! he seems to be busy w/ gigs these days, anyways, it's been months since i last saw him. oh yeah, and it's his birthday today!
the enduro thing was kewl, although i don't see myself entering the field of being a camera girl for athletes! dang! i was sooooo tired of running, i have to improve my stamina. oh yeah, i marshalled for the game plan team, someone asked me if i could handle it, and i go, "it's fine with me!" man, i don't watch much TV, how was i supposed to know who they were! lol! anyway, it was great marshalling for them, i had a couple of laughs, actually i thought rovi was the funniest, and i did learn something about birds during the car conversations! oh yeah, trisha reminded me of Jet, and uh carlo cracked me up when he said someone at the market recognized him! lol! in my opinion, akiko was the kindest! anyway, they better start training for the luzon and visayas leg! oh yeah, they came in 2nd, actually third, but the group who came 2nd weren't allowed to win! mckanns (sp)
oh yeah, the san mig players came first, the cute dude was in that team, but dunno his name, he was just easy to start a conversation w/ so, that was cute! also saw two old friends! :)
hmm. i guess the batangas thing is on re-sked coz no-one woke up the next day! lol! so i'm still looking forward to that, i just can't figure out where we'll be able to rapel in daguldol! the only place i can think of is the falls!
oh eyah, i better get teh IT for manalmon soon so i can fix it up for saturday!
well, i'm hungry... AARON! hurry up!
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i'm looking forward to watching R in action as he tries to use the pick up lines he was telling me about... wahahaha!
some of them were:
"do you have raisins?"
(no)
"how bout a date?"
uhh..
"can i take a picture of you?"
(why?)
"so i can show santa what i want for christmas!"
and another...
"if i told you that you had a fine body, would you put it against me?"
he had me cracking up earlier! lol! well, it's not exactly word for word.. but.. that's what i remembered! lol!
well, i'm off to enjoy my weekend! Hope it doensn't rain!
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forgot my office keys in my other bag this morning, so i sat by the benches outside till my boss came and opened the door!
i feel so haggard today, i had like 2 hours of sleep, slept around 10 and woke up at 12, then tried getting back to sleep by 1:30, but i just tossed and turned thinking stuff over, man, what a nightmare not being able to sleep, and next thing i know, it's time for me to get my butt outta bed! i really need to think and weigh things out, and pray about it.
i munched on one of pedro's letters, and the "submit" bit kinda stuck!
i have definitely got to sleep at lunch break coz i'm looking forward to the 5th dimension talk later!
which reminds me, i have got to get food for satuday, don't wanna go hungry during the race! lol!
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yessss.. and the day is nearly over!
i still don't know where the meeting place is gonna be for saturday,
right now i've missing eve playing in my head.. specially the "spare me the..." hehehe.
oh yeah, caught a cold, hope it doesn't last long! why am i so sickly these days?!!
nuthin' funny has happened today, how odd, i usually laugh/smile/crack up at the smallest incident, i guess the unhappy bug is catchy!
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it's a rainy day thursday!
got to work earlier than usual so i was able to spend a few minutes on devotion, my spirit must be real malnourished by now! lol! chewed on Santiago and chit-chatted a bit.
my words of wisdom for today, based on my calendar: "if you can't forgive others, you burn behind the only bridge that can get you back to God" wow, a slap on the face... ok, i forgive! don't want to go burning bridges.
and from my QT: "faith w/out works is DEAD!"
oh yeah, just found out that 316 changed their name to bought by blood, i find that group funny, specially their growls, and them in general! i can't growl like them, i can only do a mini-growl! they're like the lion and i'm like the cub. lol!
part of their song from 'why' goes
"Time for war destroying all opposition,
Crush you to a pulp like assault demolition"
i have no idea where i left my favorite ring, it's the only one i usually like wearing coz it's simple. now i've gone misplaced it somewhere! arrgh.. my hand feels incomplete. oh well, it's just material stuff. it'll either show up or get replaced, so no use sulking over it! although it does have a reason why i wear it. kinda like a covenant.
just copying the status of doc and do:
Malaika
24, abstinent
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felt like blogging, just to pass time. i'm starting to miss my room. and other stuff!
i've another meeting tomorrow regarding the enduro thingy.. eeek! thoughts from last night suddenly invade my head.
Ed and co have plans for sunday, but i'm not sure if i could join them, i know it'd be a blast, and i get to go snorkeling and stuff, but i kinda said i'd attend the odc meeting the other day. i'd love to go to both, but if i went w/ ed and co, i'd prolly be back late sunday.. besides, where will i sleep? i don't think they have plans to sleep after the enduro thing!
oh yeah, i'm also having second thoughts on being a marshall. what if i get tired and all, i haven't been doing runs for so long, i feel really incompetent for the job, but i guess if they can do it, so can I. Aragorn asked me if i could handle it, i said i could, well, i'll just see what'll happen on sat! i'm nervous-excited!
ok, so i guess the puerto thing is about to move up a notch, since i've got the date set. hope blossom's sched doesn't change, i'm also looking forward to that, wow, looks like foolish fun ahead! too bad the other zed peeps aren't available. it would've been great to bond w/ them. hmm... maybe when ronz come over.
why do people ask if i'm happy with my relationship status?!! do i look sad?!! i mean, being committed is not the only reason to bring happiness in my life. there's so much more to it than that, besides, why should i do the pursuing, not my forte, i wish i could have said something when he mentioned the feeling of being in the same room w/ his ex, but all i could do was nod, man, i couldn't relate, ( i didn't want to try to) so it was better for me to shut up and nod! oh yeah, i did end up asking "but why?, what happened?" they looked good together, but i guess i shouldn't base it on that! howell, that's life!
oh drat! it's begining to rain!
i'm outta here.
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i just wish people around me would smile more often! haven't they heard of "past is past..."! *sob*
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i practically slept-walked all the way to work... was awake just to pay the driver and get out the fx! lol! oh yeah, and to change rides! but now i'm a bit more alive!
was pretty pooped last night, i didn't expect the meeting to last that long! good thing i had company on the way home. i dunno why, but i kinda act ... uhh.. *duh* in front of the wrong people, pansin ko langi don't mean to, but it's like that! why-why-why! hehehe, i don't want to answer, but it kinda makes me cringe after!
oh yeah, there was a brown out at the village when i got home last night. meralco post got busted! HP was at the store so he informed me about the happenings earlier on, thought he was pulling my leg, but my mom confirmed it! lol! too bad i didn't get there earlier, would have wanted to see a flying bench w/ my own eyes! lol! oh yeah, i can't believe what E texted! sheesh!
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i wonder if the friction fog will ever disappear... it's getting in the way of my performance!
eh-ni-wey, a few more minutes and i can kiss this place good-bye for the day.
i gotta meet i-lin at philcoa by 5:30, but knowing i-lin, she'll be there by... uhh.. i hope i don't know i-lin! lol! anywayz, i'll work me an appetite so i can pig out when i get there before we go to PCED!
lets see... i have 3 days and a couple of hours to go and i'll be through popping those gross tasting anti-bac pills in my mouth, and having to wake up at 1:30 just to down one!
oh yeah.. goody-news... i've finally gained back a few pounds.. i can see my cheeks again! whooopeeee!
i just remembered, there was a full moon this morning, around 6am, real pretty, hope there's one too this evening.. looks like it's gonna rain, hope not, don't have an umbrella with me ..
i refuse to believe the "red sky at night, shepherds delight..." thingy .. i'm not superstitious!
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what on earth was i thinking! walking around in 3 1/2" heels is no joke! what got over me?!! my feet will definitely kill me at the end of the day!
wonder when mandy'll show up... *surprise-surprise*
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i think i screamed a bit too much last night.. or is it the candy? my throat is worse off now than it was in the morning.
i want the day to end, i'm excited for what awaits me tomorrow, but i know.. take each day at a time, P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E!
"525,600 minutes! how do we measure, measure a year!"
oh yeah, chit-chatted w/ a friend.. i still find a 10 year gap in a relationship weird! ... and pakner for no reason whatsoever comes to mind! hehehe!
i think i'll be having a nice week ahead, i'm all smiles! i wonder why...
1. the moon was beautiful last night,
2. .....
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my weekend made up for my crap week. watched a movie, saw friends, hung out w/ mel sat night, slept a lot, oh yeah, was supposed to hang out w/ aragorn sunday but a meeting came up, thank god his meeting came up, i had an errand to run and was having a hard time balancing my time and figuring out how to get from point 'a' to point 'b' in as little time as possible. oh well, at least it's not my call for a re-sked! hehehe!
oh yeah, saw B again, been a while since i heard him play the drums, made me ask how AA was doing.
hmmm..the warriors had a good game last night, and it just proves that me watching 'em doesn't give them bad luck! lol! first time to watch them in araneta with them winning, i kinda got used to them losing whenever i watch. hehehe!
also got a save sex cd from do, the artists looked really young in the pics, man, how long did it take for them to launch that?!!
about the challenge thingy, i get to be part of the camera crew! hehehe! wonder how that happened...
oh well, gotta get started on work!
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bought a peasant blouse (with friggin SLEEVES) during lunch break.
oh yeah, guess who this is "joy, if you come to work in those (pointing to trainers) i will send you home!"
my reaction "uh.. okay!"
my thoughts "don't want to blog it down, hehehe" clue: the flesh gagged the spirit! but.... i got bonked on the head and the spirit took over!
huwaw! someone's got a mighty big pole stuck up their ....
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*news flash - news flash - news flash - news flash - news flash - news flash*
wow, the guy who never smiles finally smiled! lol! and i thought he was a lost case. i've been trying to make him smile whenever i bump into him but it never worked. well, whatdyaknow, he's human after all!
at least that kinda cleared the cobwebs beginning to form today!
"a smile can bridge, the difference between us!"
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would have been an okay start if not for being told off for what i wear on Friday's! dang.. "you're not allowed to wear sleeveless, your stomach's showing, rubber shoes are not allowed, this is not an excursion, this is an office!, etc" ... well, there goes 75% of my wardrobe!.. but i'll be taking all that proactively.. as a matter of fact.. i'm already planning my corporate attire for next friday! mwahahahaha!
oh yeah.. my induction got moved! lol! how sweet of them. we'll just be having our socials at sarah's this evening instead! lol!
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and another work day is nearly over...
so long, farewell, i have to say good-byeeee
the sun has gone to bed, and so must i-eeeeee
why on earth did the sound of music come to mind?!!
anyway....
was able to work a bit, also remembered the filzam board, it's been pretty dead. wonder what they're all up to. looks like life's swallowed them up and spat me out! oh yeah, i just realized i got a pm from my sis.. better tell doc if he could do something about alerts... maybe it'll help!
and tomorrow's a friday! well, what'dya know! this hell week is finally over!
just left me with a sore back.. and why do i get this feeling that my pain is moving around?.. can't it just stay in one place and behave like most pains in the butts do?!! sheesh!
should i give the lib a visit? or go straight to UP?
i wanna watch dum-d-dum-dum!
wonder if anything good is out.. can't wait for tomb raider! yay!
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ONE DAY Words & Music by Tanya Low from the album SIMPLE TRUTH
One day, He’ll come back ridin’ on the clouds
And every people all the earth will bow
One day, one day
And all the mysteries of truth will be revealed
What we’ve been dreamin’will all be very clear
One day, one day
And there will be no more night
For Jesus will be our light
He’ll break the power of sin
We’ll reign forever with Him
Before the throne of the Lamb
Every nation will stand
He’ll look with love on His bride
and wipe the tears from her eyes
All of creation is longing for that day
When Christ brings freedom from its bondage
To decay One day, one day
But our present suffering cannot be compared
To all the glory that one day we will share
One day
What we will be has not yet been made known
But we will be like Him, I know
What we’ve been dreamin’ will all be very clear
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my fav song at the mo...
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this has definitely got to be one of my low months. i just can't believe it's lasting this long... flippen 'eck! what da... oh mother of pearls!
looks like i won't be getting inducted this weekend unless a miracle happens overnight which i doubt (oh me of lil' faith)
anyway, i'm setting up plan "b" for my weekend, which would prolly include a visit to the doc. i guess it's coz i've been told more than twice last night to "go see a dr." man, it's like a sentence. i have a thing for dr's specially when it involves me.
maybe it's not that bad.. at least i won't have to go hiking on horse shit and breaking my back carrying a full pack! i'll even try to sqeeze in a movie or two while they're up there, and then go watch the game on sunday! better call up MP too and see if she'll be needing help.
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arrrghhh... i think i've perfected the art of just sitting at one place doing nuthin' whatta waste of time!
but it got me thinking about what VG and doc posted, i also remembered ate farah, and my discipleship time w/ her. coz she was the first person i talked to regarding doctrines. about what them guys posted, my belief would prolly fall between the two... but slightly more calvinist i think! there is just some points i don't want to agree with, but hey, that's just me, no hard core evidence to back it up! basta, it's between me and God
i want to go home now naaaaaaaaa! i'm just being unproductive here, and i don't like it.. i might as well be at home asleep! oh yeah, better check if the phone works, kaboinks said he'd call bout the games...
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why-why-why....
does my body ache so?!!
heard from grish, said rhea sounds the same but w/ a bit of an american accent, man, miss my old friends. but i'm certain i'll be meeting up w/ them. just dunno when that'll be.. but it'll happen!
i've just finished what i was working on and i have nuthin else to do at the mo... so i'm just being a bum!
i also have nothing to type down... hmm.. what can i talk about for the whole world to read?
oh yeah, no wonder MM didn't reply, when i sent him a text message asking for directions, turned out his sim got busted.
i was supposed to give a gift to a friend of mine.. the gift's names puar, but i think it's better i don't give it anymore (iwas gulo).. was supposed to give it last christmas. howell, i could always change my mind
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i like this song by buklod:
Kanlungan
Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon?
Natatandaan mo pa ba
Nang tayong dalawa ay unang magkita?
Panahon ng kamusmusan
Sa piling ng mga bulaklak at halaman
Doon tayo nagsimulang
Mangarap at tumula
Natatandaan mo pa ba? Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga
At ang inalay kong gumamela
Magkahawak Kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon
Ang gunita ng ating kahapon
Ang mga puno't halaman
Ay kabiyak ng ating gunita
Sa paglipas ng panahon
Bakit kailangan ding lumisan?
Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik
At tulad ko rin ang 'yong pananabik
Makita ang dating kanlungan
Tahanan ng ating tula at pangarap
Ngayon ay naglaho na
Saan hahanapin pa?
Lumilipas ang panahon
Kabiyak ng ating gunita
Ang mga puno't halaman
Bakit kailangang lumisan?
Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon?
got this from the libre paper i got from the LRT yesterday! i saw the commercial this morning.
i don't really understand some of the words though! i gotta ask around! hehehe!
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"it's gonna be a happy day! It's gonna be a happy day! HAPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEE" <-- my happy chant for today!
decided to go to the pre-climb yesterday, met up w/ some batchmates. Ed cracked me up big time! man, just watching his face makes me laugh... his jokes.... uh.. his face makes me laugh! lol!
i'm psyching myself up for this weekend... i don't want to walk on horse shit mixed in mud... Lord, please don't let it rain! and please don't let them leeches and nik-niks be true! and it looks like my visitor is due any day.. oh yeah... and the thieves.. maybe Ed could talk to them in advance lol!
there's still friction between me and my uh.. mom? hehehe.. i really didn't mean what happened yesterday.. i truly was sorry! it's just that i haven't been acting my normal abnormal self recently...
i really should bring back my QT, i believe it's prolly the main cause of why things are the way they are... need to set an appointment with God.. got a bone to pick with him....
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and my week starts of crap! dang... and it's only monday!
i screwed up some docs earlier, correction - a document, but i was sincere w/ my apology. i just want this day to end.. i need to go and talk to someone.. . someone who understands my uh.. individuality... hmmm.... that person better be emotionally stable. lol! think i'll skip the batch meeting later.
oh yeah, i came across proverbs 28:27 on my vessels calendar... just when i was thinking about supporting D. i said i'd reply by the end of the week. lets see... what can i do without this time?!! oh no, i think i lost the envelope... wonder where i left it!
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my weekend was so-so.. allergies on my hand are begining to heal.. but why does it feel like it just transferred to my other hand? arrgh! went to a wake of a distant relative last sat. think she was my great grand aunt or something.. her husband died a year and two months before she did. it was also held at arlington, and in exactly the same room! she looked real pretty tho'. oh yeah, remembered when i went to the wake of her husband, the bro of MP (i'm not really 'close' to my relatives and have a hard time figuring out who's who). i went there with benjie after a lecture and it felt really awkward! hehehe! benjie was like "go speak to someone" i was like "i dunno who to speak to, the people who i know aren't here" so we just sat there for over 15 minutes whispering! lol! the people must have thought we were strangers or something! ... and then my tita malu came outta the room! hehehe!
oh well... i dunno why, but some friends i know can't stand to look inside a coffin.. i don't mind staring, but i don't make it obvious that i stare "stare" it might seem rude, so i just stay long enough until the people w/ me are through w/ their prayers.
the flowers were also pretty, there was one which had red gerbera's on it! i liked them better than the orchids, but i don't want to associate them w/ wake flowers... coz they're one of my favs.. hmm... when i die, i'll make sure i request carnations, the one's w/ a touch of pink! lol! they're pretty too!
hmm.. slept the whole day yesterday, didn't feel like hanging out w/ aragorn coz i still wasn't on the well side, just make it up to him next week.
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watched the pep rally earlier.. oh yeah, and it's about time the pain killer did it's job! i don't feel the pain s'much! yay!
how come the basketball team always gets the most cheers? and they're like the "special ones"? i mean, i don't have anything against them, but shouldn't the others sports like track and fencing get as much attention as they do?!! oh well.. the cheering was a sight, but i was disappointed when the players had to let go of the balloons! Bad-bad-bad! don't they know that they are just adding additional waste to the environment? those heluim balloons could end up floating in some canal or body of water, or.. basta, it's still polluting!
and a 17 year old kid at 6'7"? whoa, what've they been feeding him?!!!
reminder to self: don't ever wear a red and black outfit to work... specially during pep rallys!
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TGIF! didn't feel like going to work but had to! my foot and i are not in good terms right now. hope there are no communications to deliver, don't think i could bear walking around the place trying not to limp! howell! at least i know the feeling of pain once in a while!
flippin 'eck, hope the phone doesn't ring too, even that's bothersome!
gotta get my work done... and drop by the clinic later today to have my tonsils checked!
ain't it a HAPPY day! Not!
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i think i spoke too soon... or my fairy godmother thought it was just about time for me to be part of the "in" crowd!
looks like i'll be a wee bit busy this july helping MP out! hope it doesn't reach august or i won't be able to hang out w/ ronnel!
oh yeah.. my granny's coming home! whooopeeee! and as of last sunday, i've been crashing at my sister's room! so my room is being taken cared of really nicely by my cousin and her friend! wow, i haven't had my room that neat for so long! it doesn't "feel" like my room!
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was at PCED last night, too bad i couldn't have any isaw, docs orders! oh well, i'll be back at it in no time! saw aragorn too, it's been a while since i last saw someone i look up to. guess being busy is in these days, hell, why oh why am i never "in" hehehe!
induction got moved to next weekend so i should be expecting a run or two sometime next week. i'm also looking forward to helping out with the enduro challenge of san mig.. hmmm.. wonder how i could help out.. i think i'd prefer just staying at one place, at least it wouldn't be tiring, but shooting the teams should be a laugh.. so heal hands.. heal! oh yeah... wonder what the shirt'll look like! must not forget to attend the briefing next week! hope i get reminded about it! guess i won't be able to join daddy O's climb this month! sayang, daguldol pa naman. shucks!
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i must remember to assist dad the next time he fixes the pump, that way, at least i'd have an idea where he keeps his tools! and i'd know what the parts are so i wouldn't have to say "the round metal thingy that joins the metal pole that goes up and down!"
mom, dad... you guys better come home soon!
oh yeah, met a churchmate at the LRT station, she asked for the school number coz she's planning to study again, i'm not quite sure if i gave her the school number or the canteen number! i kinda get the two mixed up!
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Lord,
once my allergy gets well, i promise to do my best to religiously do what i'm supposed to do to minimize it! including the "patting" my skin dry and the moisturizing bit! i've learn't my lesson! please get rid of it really fast! i'll even throw in the clipping my nails each day and i'll think about the other "dont's"
thank you!
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back at work! was on sick leave the other day!
i was "teacher joy" yesterday! lol! enjoyed teaching the kiddies.. specially the 3 & 4 year olds! man.. they are so adorable, and their laughter is contagious! makes you feel all bubbly inside! oh yeah.. and i had to sing the "hello song" .. nina said i was out of tune, man, i don't even know how the song goes.. at least the lyrics are pretty easy.. and the actions uhh pretty easy.. hehehe!
mikaela's real sweet, so's joshua, i thought he was francis!
carlos ... uh.. talkative and christianna .... a bibbo kid in the making! hehehe! she showed us her spagetti dance moves!
i've kinda been losing my apetitte for the past few days.. dunno how it's connected to my allergy tho!
just received a text message from pocahontas about some enduro challenge... hmm... maybe i could help out or something.. towel girl maybe?!!
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waaahh.. i erased what i blogged earlier...
anyway.. like i mentioned before, my left foot is still throbbing!
i'm waiting for some friends to arrive, and then i'll be back on my toes again...
and i won't be going to work tomorrow! yipeee! gotta teach the kids at home, so hope my boss'll be in a good mood when i tell her about it!
i'm outta here!
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oh wow! my blogs up! yipeee!
now, i can go figure out what i have to do w/ the links! thnx Jaeb! :D
*crosses fingers*
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i'm not feeling too good .. must be the weather, at least i won't be waking up early tomorrow! hope kodjie, mel and hulyana are free tomorrow. oh yeah.. i just remembered, i gotta show mel and co the pics! lol! i finally got hold of 'em! hmmm... i'll also prolly get bopped on the head when she see's em.. i mean... wahahaha! even i can't help wondering.. WHY?!! hehehe!
10 minutes to go and i'm free!!
i'm all giddy now! "i wanna go home! i wanna go home!" hehehe! but i gotta drop by the supermarket and look for some strawberry flavored orbit gum! ....yummy! tastes like raspberry tho'... "Hi-top! hi-top!" hehehe! might as well buy some toiletries while i'm there!
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i dunno what i want to eat for lunch! i hate days when i crave for something, but i don't know what it is! oh yeah,
ronnels flight's been booked! whoooppee! hope i get to see the other zed peeps too! oh yeah, better remember to tell him to bring me some rape seeds!
the dinner last night was funny.. although i kinda get uncomfortable w/ people who i'm not sure are my relatives.. it's like... am i supposed to kiss her or not? .. is she related to me?... does her face look familiar.. dang.. that's why i love it when moms around, coz she's the one who tells me who is or isn't my relative! i can't believe i was labelled an "anorexic" i am doing my best to 'fatten up'
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be going to president's place in a few minutes.. good thing i brought extra clothes! hehehe! Happy birthday ma pin.. wonder how old she is..
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chit-chatted with chibby moon last night... it took me around 2 minutes to figure out what her number was. oh yeah, what was mel thinking? i have to see her! hehehe! hmmm.. i'll invite them to bum around with me this fri.. and since i love them to death, i'll go on leave! hehehe!
looks like i'll be going to daguldol next month, and prolly if things work out, next next month too.. i'll be praying for good weather...
ahem... Lord, close tayo diba? hehehe.. you know i love you! pwede mag request..... :D
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heard from neybor today, sent me pikies! saw his wife too! and dogs.. uh.. not worth me blogging it.. besides, he might stuble across this i'd i'd be in deep! dude, if you do read this.. i didn't mean what i said.. go figure what part of the conversation it was :P
i'm outta here!
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flippin 'eck! i'm wearing the wrong skirt again!
oh yeah, read what i blogged last week.. hehehe! i guess i'm still on *kilig mode*. it didn't turn out quite as i expected, it was even better! man, God is one wild dude!
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my long weekend was.. uhh.. amazing! hehehe! although i wasn't able to go to pabs birthday coz the reception finished late and it was raining hard. onards family didn't attend the service yesterday so i left pabs gift at the sound board. oh yeah, the retreat was fun, played table tennis, was in the F4 team.. lol! the F4 guys got wiped out, the other team was 5566 i think..
Chris and Gil's wedding was beautiful, it was my first time to see brian, fevi and rico again after.. uh.. over a decade ... man have we all grown, they held the reception at fernwood and the place was enchanting! one of the parrots was a bit noisy for its own good. oh yeah, i was trying to figure out if the two small birds were baby swans coz i thought swanlings were supposed to be ugly! if they are, something must be wrong with the ugly duckling story! oh yeah, and i found out they were both tri-aths!
hmm... the kiddies are back in school! oh yeah, celebrated ray and leslie's birthday yesterday! too bad it had to end early, the others had to go back to faith, hmm.. and i'm also saving up to hear ray sing.. mahal daw bayad pag kumanta siya eh! buti pa si dhe, libre! hehehe! wow, my CG family sure has grown!
ate out with my family when i got home, but before that made a sidetrip to the mall! :) just checkin out what's new, nothing caught my interest tho'...oh yeah, they accept plastic now at kamikaze!
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*kilig mode* hehehe! excited with what'll happen tomorrow, not only looking forward to the retreat itself but the extra something else... i don't think i have the right to talk about it, i'll wait till it's outta the bag! oh yeah.. i take back grounding myself for a month.. i'll think of something else.. hmm.. i'll skip the funclimb with my batchmates. it's the least i could give up!
*excited-excited-excited*
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my muscles are hurting, i'm being diciplined, and i think i'll just ground myself for a month!.. starting monday! hehehe!
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went jogging last night. was a wee bit pissed coz my batch mates stood me up! The nerve! ... but there were over 20 of us tho'. and i didn't mind the company of the others.. i just made sure i didn't mention their names coz i didn't know their names, well, just Jong, and... uh.. well... there's the other TL's, MJ and Rose, but they arrived late! i'm surprised my muscles aren't aching yet, either the 5k run was easy, or my muscles are in denial stage... or well, there might just be heavy traffic along the nervous system hi-way and the pain messages my muscles are sending to my brain hasn't reached its destination just yet!
oh yeah, g burnt my wednesday uniform, i didn't get mad at her when she told me, guess it was coz there's no fussing over spilt milk! besides, we should be changing uniforms soon! (hopefully, please!) i'd prolly be pissed off tho' if it was a new uniform that i'd be wearing for the next year.
anyway, it'll be laya's birthday tomorrow, wonder what kinda cake i should get for her 2nd birthday, maybe there's a piglet one, coz she reminds me of piglet! hehehe!
better remind lex bout my bible, don't wanna bring my student one to the retreat, it's too bulky, alough it does make a good read coz of the insights!
well, better get some work done, this one has a deadline!
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had a pretty busy day. oh yeah, my LRT ride was memorable this morning, never in my life have i had so much 1-peso coins, 100 bucks worth, dang, made my bag pretty heavy, they really should have bills at their cashiers. that's what i get for not having spare change with me! hey, at least it wasn't 25 cent coins!
still thinking if i should go jogging tonight, i did bring clothes just in case, won't be going to 8th day coz the others can't make it and hi-beam'll prolly start thier set past 9. ho-well, theirs always 8th day next year!
hmm.. someone whose # didn't reg sent me a text message informing me about JRN on the 12th at the gathering place.
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what in the world did i eat today, coz i'm still at work!
oh yeah, why do people notice the way i walk, then comment about it. i mean, i don't notice the way they walk, unless of course it's tele tubby! wahahaha! .. uhh.. but not anymore, i kinda got used to it!
i wanna go home, but the people in this office aren't finished yet, gonna force J-logs to accompany me till i get a ride, i don't like hanging around here at this time, not used to it!
oh yeah, my dream last night sucked, wonder what would have happened if that meanie dude broke into the door.. and who was the girl in the room? hmm.. and why did the phone not work..and where did the woman who owned the apartment go? think she suddenly became a meanie... man, all this crap getting blogged down all because i have nothing else to do! oh well, enough of my dream.. not worth interpreting... unless it recurs!
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Got to work on time! they forgot to turn on the lights in the LRT i guess coz when we went underground it was dark and all, kinda reminded me of suspense movies, then at the next station, they turned on the lights. lol!
oh yeah, i hate it when they forget to serve you condiments, dang, my b-fasts incomplete but i can't be bothered to go back to jollibee!
my weekend was cool, bummed most of my saturday away, and spent the next day w/ friends. watched asterix, wahaha, fun-neee! too bad i didn't get to watch the first 20 minutes of it. i could blame the following: the LRT station was closed.. dunno why but it was at the time! or the traffic from anonas to cubao was really bad, a ten minute ride took thrice as long or, the cashier at the MRT was really slow.. duh, my change was exact but he figured i could wait a minute or two before he gave my ticket! or i coulnd't find the cinema! hehehe! no use blaming others or traffic tho, i mean it's still my fault for not estimating the time, i shouldn't have had the 10 minute power nap at faith, at least i wouldn't have missed the MRT! oh well.. all in all, it was still fun! i'll try and squeeze in a film this week, kinda missed watching alone, oh yeah, i'm stuck with choices for the week.. like ...should i go to 8th day tomorrow or jog?
(actually, 8th day's more favorable, but i think the jog is a must) and, should i go to pab-pab's birthday, or chris' wedding?... still thinking or how i can go to both tho') oh man, gotta get my priorities fixed! 3 day retreat or overnight?
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grabe! galing ni God,i was feeling really lazy with work earlier, then *poof* got pulled outta my desk and worked over at the OP for the rest of the day! enjoyed it too!
i'm outta here, gotta spend some time with my family!
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dad's home! yay!
i don't feel like working much today. anyway, i wrote to the people i was supposed to write! oh yeah, my week was kinda on the weird side.. kinda like the side effects when you morph into something... i just can't pin point what tho' but i know there's changes taking place. we-ell.. either that or it's a girl thing.. or maybe both! i wish i could sleep and just wake up next friday... hmm.. i might as well sleep right now!
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jelita's up and about! whoopee! oh yeah, i found the wow cd's i was looking for yesterday, so now i've got r. st. james' 'wait for me' LSS! hope dad comes home tomorrow morning! (please!) i just feel like the house is incomplete w/out my mom and dad together! i miss their petty fights as well as goofing around with my dad!
the sems about to begin which means i'll have to be waking up extra early! oh man!
i'm still on laid back mode, so i've not been up to much... but there has been an improvement with my quiet time! oh yeah, my hearts on check mode too. *ouch*
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my day has been a total drag! it's like time is on slow mo! i just want to go home and have my sis fix my brows, take a shower, chit chat with God and go to sleep! the house doesn't feel normal without dad around (i want my daddy!!)
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had a lovely weekend, was overjoyed with the stories the youth had to tell about YC, guess they all bonded really well. i saw the pics and missed being a youth! i remember some of them as kids i used to teach... i hope i can be able to attend the retreat this month, i didn't pre-reg tho' coz i'm still not sure, no use pre-reg'ing if i'm gonna end up not going! oh yeah, i helped promote the retreat yesterday tho'. lol! then during the 3rd service... hehehe! after what japs mentioned, i couldn't help but imagine... black shadows... the smell of sulfur... something toying with your mind.. eeeeew! what could those guys see? i'm curious, but i don't think i'm up to handling that just yet.. i'd prolly totally freak out or something.. just not ready!
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My Friday's going so-so.. been posting on the pinoysaints board and just checked out brokensaint's blog site!
Got pretty crushed last night, but it's for the best. i mean, it's hard to act unaffected and all, but hope it worked! hmm... i kinda detected that Ked was eyeing my reactions to what was being said like a hawk! hahaha! man, i wish i was a better actress! oh well, even my food tasted bland... or i really don't dig their food! don't think i wanna eat there again!
i think i'll go watch a movie with friends this weekend to cheer me up!
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ack! and my happy bubble just burst! *cry*
dang, i hate having people at work see me with a red face! that's twice this year already!
i hate being emotional in the wrong place, at least DC apologized.. i wonder if she will!
i better stop re-running what just happened if i wanna stop getting teary eyed! hmm... think happy thoughts... it's not your fault, smile, uh, i don't think smiling in front of my PC is a good idea.. i better just get back to work!
At least i'm thankful DC had a box of tissue in her room, or else... hahaha.. i just imagined what i'd look like leaving her office! lol! that cheered me up! :)
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I'm having a really weird morning, i keep smiling for no apparent reason! :) guess my hapiness is on overload! lol!
anyway, i got mail from waheeda! wow, it was her! lol!
Spent yesterday hibernating most of the time, i was supposed to go to the mall, but i changed my mind, couldn't find a good enough reason to leave the house... and it was kinda late when i realized that it was a wednesday... new moveis were showing! duh! too bad... i'll try and drop by PCED later this evening, i hope the weather cooperates.. Lord, please don't let it rain too hard! Thankies!
well, back to work...
oh yeah.. forgot to mention my hands are feeling really clammy! arrgh... but that's not gonna burst my happy bubble! :)
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