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 made it to ronnel's and back without being missed! lol! although my lunch with him was real hurried, but i did get major laughs from his experiences! lol! gay magnet indeed! hehehe!
...and i learn't that someone got married and didn't even let me in on the secret! :( oh well.. speaking about marriages... pakner showed me a copy of the brides maid dress i was supposed to wear for her wedding, it was alright.. i had no problems w/ it, but since some unexpected stuff came up, it might take longer than expected! man, everyone's getting married! lol! les and ricky's will be in a couple of weeks .. i looked around for an okay dress, saw one, but didn't get it just yet.. it's still a few weeks away, besides, there's no hurry! i'll be going together w/ trini, it seems like we're the only ones not "involved" involved in the preparations. hehehe!
been catching up on some reading too... finally got through the counseling book, and a book by max lucado is what put me to sleep last night... what stuck to me was the part wherein God is forgetful.. man, God has selective amnesia! kewl! i never saw it that way before! he totally forgets sins you ask forgiveness for, i guess that's why it's "as far as the east is from the west" and not "south from the north!"
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it doesn't feel like a friday, prolly becuase this is my first day to sit in front of my PC this week! i can't believe i was about to mention going to work tomorrow to my boss, where have my senses gone!
hmm.. UE-FEU game.. me watching.. uhh.. what are the odds of the warriors winning tomorrow? uhh... i better not wear red! lol!
i'll be leaving in a few minutes so i can go over to ronnels place and give him some stuff since he'll be leaving tonight, hope i can make it back to work on time! :)
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wow, just got through an "affair" learn't quite a lot actually... i'm sure i'm in for a change, but hey, at least it's for the "better" lol! had a so-so week. i got so much on my mind right now i think they're all tangled up. oh yeah, my thursday thing won't be pulling through, oh well.. and oh yeah.. what is it w/ accidents, i saw another car clash this morning, and i saw two last night, one of them was w/ me in it! lol! i would have blamed the jeepney, but the fx driver had his faults too! at least it killed some time since ed would be late, that way i didn't have to wait up so long by myself! so there.. something good came outta the accident!
hmm... oh yeah, many thanx to baby Jamias, brille quison, the task force, and whoever else was involved.. like du-ude, you guys were all great!
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"Breathe girl... Breathe!"
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i dunno why, but the man who i shared a table with at the coffee shop last friday has been running around in my head most of today, well not actually running, brisk walking! hehehe! he looks familar, i hope i don't bump into him ever! ok.. now i've blogged it down, uhh.. "man from the coffeeshop, you can go brisk walk someplace else!"
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i am definitely running outta time... i'll start on my papers by the end of the month, right now, i'll just charge up on rests and think of how i'll be able to squeeze everything in 3-4 months! i hope we get the sub-con, but it would definitely get in the way of everything... hmm.. i'll just have to wait and see, i'm sure whatever happens would be a laugh!
dad was kinda pissed off last night, said i kept leaving the house, oh well.. i have feet! i did promise to be home by 12 tho!i've accepted the fact that parents are worry warts, that was prolly the reason i left them for a few last year, anyway, had stuff to take care of.
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i'm having such a laid back day...
tele T's been rambling about the rambutan i bought, well, how was i supposed to know he wanted to order too?!! there's always tomorrow! i mean, there's enough for everyone!
there's another meeting this evening, i'm still thinking if i should head home first or go straight to NIP!
i'm looking forward to the long weekend actually.. even tho' i don't know what's in store, man, why the hell am i thinking of the weekend, it's a friggin monday!
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had an alright weekend, attended the congo eb, was super thankful that larry picked me up at shang, i was beginning to feel a wee bit peculiar for my own good coz i was staring at a letter for over 30 minutes.. hehehe! oh yeah.. and i saw the guy who used to irritate me whenever i saw him during college (he just had to be right outside the window from where i was sitting) at least i'm not that irritated anymore.. and i still have'nt fig'red out why on earth he gets on my nerves ...
being away from ministry for a while sure charged me, didn't feel burn't out at all. had fun teaching the kids, too bad i didn't prepare for it, guess it was a blessing that i would be teaching about faith and courage.. at least i was familar w/ esther, xerxes and them lot! even worship was something i missed, although i wasn't able to listen to the sermon, hehehe, was kinda on distracted mode. oh yeah, made a boo-boo, sent a wrong text message to someone, i mean, i make that mistake once in a while, but this was diff'rent coz the person i accident'ly sent the message to approched me and let me read what i texted *cringe* how embarassing! lol! actually, it took me a few seconds to realize that it was what i sent, that was the funny part!
i'm having really bad skin these days, must be the weather, but i still blame the "too much sun" oh well, hope all's well by sept, coz ricky and les' wedding got moved to sept 27.. and i pray it doesn't rain on that day coz it'll be one of them garden weddings! and jonas, dhe and i dunno who else'll be singing! huwaw! oh yeah, i finally heard rey sing! kewl! too bad a had to leave early, needed to strain my vocal cords cheering for the warriors as they lost to the eagles!
and i just found out that i'll be forced to go to bicol for the all saint's day weekend! hmm... have'nt been to a graveyard in years! at least i have pili to look forward to, and those, rice cookies!
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watched the LFS of BBII last night w/ jb. the movie rocked! i wanna watch it again! hehehe!
oh yeah, be watching a ballet concert this afternoon, that should be a sight, seeing ballerinas floating about in their tutu's kinda make's things all sun-shiney!!
Another eagles vs. warriors game coming up this sunday... man, if we lose, then we lose! no big deal, at least i get to watch and scream w/ a bunch of friends! :D but since they're playing at around 2pm... looks like i'll be missing out on CG.
been listening to shabba ranks, reminded me of high school! hehehe, images of marianna, felicia and huma suddenly pops up in my head.
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God,
why’d you create women to be so moody? Eek the cat! I’m having one of those down days again! Right now everything’s blurry and I don’t think I can do anything about it!
sheesh… I can’t believe I just got an instant reply! Turned round and read “prayer works best when nothing else works at all” on my vessels calendar. Hoe-kay.. so I’m a lil’ short on time w/ you, sorry po! I suck big time,
Hmm.. I guess all these burden’s are your way of getting my attention huh, man, it sure put me in a fix. ok, it worked! Fine! you got my attention (it’s like I have no other choice init?) so can I go cry my eyes out now? Oh yeah.. I forgot, I’ll do that on my knees! Btw, just reminding you (as if you need to be reminded) I’m still hanging on to your promise! :P
Love
Joy
p.s. i'm really in a mess! uh.. help?!
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having a bad hair day...
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chatted w/ ronz, man she had me laughing so hard i got all teary eyed!
i don't think saying "hi crush" kinda gets a girls attention, specially when it's a student who says it to you along the corridors!
at least i smiled (man, my friends would be proud of me! lol!)
bugger, the kid i was looking for wasn't even in the classroom!
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i'm still a bit sleepy and my head hurts...
had another meeting last night, my friends were kinda surprised to see me in a dress, hmm.. guess they're used to me wearing shorts, jeans or my uniform! lol! we had our meeting over at philcoa, man, the mc donald's upstairs is like a library, it's packed w/ students studying! lol!
looks like there'll be a fil-zam get together next weekend prolly at leslie's bar, hope it doesn't clash w/ any activities i'll be planning. i feel like going to daguldol during the long weekend so if my plans push through, i just might miss meeting old zed folks!!
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the meeting/party over the weekend was kewl, i can't believe i went all the way to pampanga to get swimming lessons! lol! to whoever invented crawl.. "thanx for making my life miserable... but i will persevere!" :P
the meeting was fruitful, although i was dozing of during the last 30 minutes... i was just too drained by then.. i mean, i'm not used to having meetings, especially at 3 in the morning! my body clocks just not used to it! at least we got a load done, and we now have a name and a logo which just needs polishing.... and i have more homework to get done!
the food and company was great, i gave the orange stuff from the crabs to i-lin and haze as well as other seafood parts i don't eat! lol! thank God she sat beside me, or they'd prolly think i waste too much! i'm also not used to swimming w/ a bloated tummy! i kinda feel like a tadpole if i do, but hey, it was just us guys and a couple of org mates of gen's so i couldn't care less.
oh yeah, i also learned how capiz ornaments are made, man, one shell is used for one part, no matter how small the part is.. no wonder those things are on the pricey side.
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i gotta get someone to cover for me on sunday! *prays* Last na 'to Lord (this month), pwamis!
was doing a bit of reading, i hate it when you read and what you read convicts you.. it hurts! lol!
but i'd rather be all beat up then have a callous heart!
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my hand is cracking! where's the lotion when i need it!
misquoting a friend: "when it rains it pours, you just forgot to take out the pail!"
evaluating my life: ok i admit, i am getting older, but hey! no big deal, it's not like everyone else is on pause or anything!
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i don't see anything wrong w/ putting tabs one page before! "duh" that's how i was taught!
well, apart from that and my sniffles, all seems to be running a-ok! just can't remember if we've submitted our july monthly attendance to the HR tho'! oopsie!
oh yeah... i wonder who's voice it was i heard on the radio this morning... he sang that "ill be" song (i'm not sure if that's the title!) anyway.. it was like wow! whatta voice, it put me to sleep, either that or i was just bummed out from last night.
i didn't get to watch BBII last night coz of the dang traffic, man, it was soooo traffic, it was as if all the vehicles decided to come out for a spin! mel had to wait for me for over an hour, and i hate being waited upon, i kinda feel like i'm wasting people's time if i do. we just had dinner instead and caught up w/ each others life... lol! actually, she know's me well enough to know when somethings up! lol! i am such a wack actress!
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s-c is the only # i call and get butterflies in the stomach! arrggh!
will be meeting up w/ mel this evening to watch Bad boys II, man, wonder if i'll get there early enough to see siopao! lol!
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was pissed off this morning w/ jollibee coz there weren't any ketchup packets for my hotdog n eggs when they delivered breakfast! so.. i took matters into my own hands and gave em a piece of my mind! but all i got was an apology! ok fine! but i find it weird that people actually eat eggs or hotdogs w/o ketchup! whatda! anyway.. good thing i had left over packets from before..
chatted w/ ryan a bit. guess he's updated w/ what ronnels been up to! lol! can't wait to hang out w/ him, hmm.. wonder when that'll be! oh dear, it just hit me, i only have a couple of years to go till... waah.. and i am doing totally nothing about achieving my dream, don't wanna let my friends down, *dream-dream-dream* i think they're preparing for it too. better get in touch w/ 'em lot! oops.. i had better do something! ... hmm. or i'll just leave it up to God, he promised! actually, i may be doing something about it already, and i'm just not aware of it! lol!
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my batangas trip'll be postponed, instead i'll be joining 'em guys over at pampanga. HBD Gen! oh well, at least it'll be easy on my pocket, since i'm a bit on the skint side! which reminds me, i gotta butter-up dad so i can use the car this weekend.
i have a couple of days left to do my homework so i will try to switch off my procrastination button.. uh.. tomorrow! right now, works a bit busy.. i hate the feeling of having so much to do with so lil' time, i'm a laid back person here!
oh yeah, heard from mojo! wonder when i'll get to see them peeps again... next year prolly?!!
i also wasn't much help to marky last sunday! i mean, of all the people to ask.. not me! hehehe! at least i made him laugh!
oh yeah, i'm beginning to miss my cg, haven't been with them in weeks, although i did pass by last sunday, as in "pass" just saw goku and Bani!
oh dear, how am i gonna teach this sunday when i'll be somewhere else?! i could always ask nina to cover for me, but that'd be pushing it! i'm thinking about giving up my ministry... but i don't want to give others a hard time. hmm... wonder if being psychologically unbalanced would be a good enough reason?
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had a weird half-awake experience earlier... ok, so it's happened before, but it's never happened as a "group" thing, hmm.. guess that's the effect of being in a school setting!
right now i feel i'm about to get messed up, shouldn't really be anticipating it, howell, erase-erase...
i don't feel too good! :( and what's annoying is i dunno why! *sob*
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my weekend reminded me that "too much sun is bad for me!"
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